Another emo post.

Hi, its me again. Another emo post again. Sorry to keep u emo here.

I have another 6 months in india. And i can feel that depression is slowly coming towards me again, clinging to me not wanting to let go.Arghh.

It's just me i guess, i can't just live here happily anymore. I wanna go back. But another part of me is feeling miserable, looking at the people i was once close to, my close friends, my lecturers who taught me so many things in my life., etc. There are moments when i felt touched looking at them and i wanted to cry. Lols obviously i didn't but yeah mixed feelings.

As i said, no one could actually understand my life here. Even slight bit of understanding makes me happy. But if u know nothing, it is better that u don't comment on anything, that would bring me less misery.If u asked me why do i always have to fight with nurses and other people, im really tired to explain. I'm not at all happy fighting with them, i had to raise my voice to get things done. With these people. That is why we studied bout "LOW CLASS" people in our community dentistry text book. Their mentality will always be different from us.

I've had enough.
I'm so tired.
and don't be surprised if u're betrayed by someone whom u least expect him/her to do it.