Everyone hates my bangs.

I'm 23 this year, and i'm at this stage of confusion. Once a friend of mine told me that this is normal, people are confused and unsure of what they want at this age.

I'm really confused, about how should i behave, what do i want, what my future holds, what are my priorities and whether am i, still following God. Yes i am but i am not so persistent like how i used to be.

I can be very mad at certain people at times, but ultimately, isnt that my own fault? for allowing others to affect me..I tend to get attached to people easily, i somehow love people around me so deeply without me realising that i have fallen deeply in love with them. And yeah just small lil things they do can hurt me so much. If i can let them in so easily, why can't they get out of my life when i want them to?

I dun understand. I can't get an answer for this eventho i've thought of it for so many times. Why do human hurt each others? why do we say mean things to bring others down? why some people can be so selfish? Why are those pretenders so great at pretending to like someone when they hate them to the core behind their back? Is it time for me to learn how to pretend too? Because i can't smile or talk if I don't like u. Look how weak am i, bcuz i'm unable to do this, i can't live in this society..