I dedicated most of my time to the books.
So far i've read - The kite runner
A thousand splendid sun
Think like a men, act like a lady
Anne Frank's diary

And I love the 1st 2 novels, written by the same author.
I know i am slow, i do not even have free time for this last time, and now, im into my books. My emotion fluctuates a lot reading 'em.

I know that many people love The Kite Runner, I wonder why. Now that i have found the answer, because all of us long for a sincere, faithful friend, who can share ur joys and sorrows, know every single bit of ur secrets by not spilling it out.(including not telling their bfs^^)

I sometimes find myself miserable living this life, because i find that i can trust no one. Friendships, relationships so far had been disappointing to me.
I've been betrayed, but who doesn't experience this in this realistic world?
I've been longing for someone truthful to be my close friend, being miles away from home, i wonder, does anyone of u still remember me? bother keeping in touch with me? I did took the effort with a few, but the friendship slowly fades away..The world is moving so fast and i'm stuck at the same place here, being the old usual me. But i do see that people has changed. To the good and to the bad.

I sometimes suspect that i am a bisexual but i truely know inside that i am just searching for a girl, a girl who can come close to my heart. But i know this is impossible, because i find it hard to trust, hard to trust anyone, but myself.