Goodbye my friends:)

Staring at the screen for 5 minutes and i really do not know what to write=)

Yah yes u know, i am going back tomoro. 0.0

I only came back for 10 freaking days.

I was extremely excited to be back cz i've always been waiting for these days to come..



Finally, get to spend some time with my parents and mum reli pampered me so so much. As usual, dad is always busy with his business but he did spare some of his time for me. Pity him, have to wait for us girls wen we shopped.



How do i feel?

I think im quite used to it tho. I know as long as i play my part, i will get to graduate n come back on time. For good:)



Maybe i have changed. Half a year ago, I love partying so blardy much. but now, i feel that life is meaningless doing stuff like that. Even i find it boring to sing K. I prefer working in da hospital, treating patients everyday. I am glad that i love what i am doing ryte now.



Perhaps i dun have someone here who belongs to me completely. Ya i have my parents but i feel realy empty sumtimes when they are busy. I have friends but no one can be with me all the time, ryte? I'm starting to worry that how my life wud be when i come back for good..Do i really wanna work in KL? i really dunno. Perhaps i can be in JB to be with JOE.we've been fighting alot about this, bcuz none of us wanna give up not staying with our parents. and i HATE Jb.=p



Talk about parents, my parents are really very paranoid ok. They will bug n bug n bug me to come home b4 1am. Sumtimes i feel that i have no freedom, i can't do anything i want but I know i will be thankful next time(probably after 10 years) tat they were there to care bout me and control me=p



I think i am more rational now. I started to care more bout my future. I wouldn't want to do anything to hurt my relationship. And i will try not to do anything to hurt my parents too. I think my brain works better than my heart now, i wont follow my heart to do anything i want or say any words i want to hurt them, but try to put it in a nicer way. When ure trying to convey sumthing, isn't it better to say it in a nicer way?



There were certain things dat i thought i can never accept but i accepted it with an open heart. I can face it and smile wen i heard of it. I know that the earth does not revolves around me and I canot be selfish. As long as they are happy, why not? =) That is why now when i see certain people who are so selfish and only think about him/herself, I cannot understand why that they dun even have a heart for others?

And now, I am all ready to go back for the battle. I heard from senior that this half a year will be a lot tougher n challenging. I hope I will have the strength to take this, and hope that i wont be LAZY=)

Goodbye everyone.