What's wrong with me?

I'm a lil worried rite now.
I just went down to pat my brenbren and i jz realised that my feelings for her has changed.
Omg she's like da oni pet i love sooooooooo much. SO SO MUCH.
sigh im so sad.

WHY?
I think cz i din see her for long maybe ( this is like da longest time i left home).
I felt reli excited spending time with my mum n dad but not her. Maybe she doesn't gimme much response today. Maybe i was just depressed cz of her behavior. Or maybe the things/person i used to love, i just dun love them as much ryte now.

Including those who abandoned me and took me for granted especially.