Sighs.

Its getting harder n harder to pass my exam. I know. Because i didn't put much effort.
Its getting harder n harder to please my lecturer. She thinks i am always not serious. She thinks that i don't study much(which is quite true but not for this week). The reason she thinks that i am like that because i always smile. Isit wrong to smile?

Sigh.

I don't understand the people here. Why muz i look serious? I canot look serious. I don't think i can do it now. Even in the future i can't.
I smile a lot i know. This is me i can't stop smiling.

Sigh.

Wth rite?!

Anyways i feel so bad that today i dropped the radiograph while developing in the tank. Ran to the assistant but she said so what? nothing can be done.(SO effin mean)
I ran to the PG he tried helping me but couldnt get it cuz was too deep n yeah my patient had to retake. Feel so bad now.

Sigh.

Another thing quarreled with one unreasonable person who made me study the wrong thing today for my viva n don't even wanna apologize but raised his stupid voice at me..I was really pissed i wanna slap his fat face seriously i dun und why he always like to step on me n bully me.

I should start studying soon..
Yeah..after deepavali ok...