天后 - 陈势安

Absolutely in love with this singer and dis song=)

His voice can melt me..



天后 - 陈势安
词曲：彭学斌

终于找到借口 趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓 沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多 都会让人更惶恐

谁任由谁放纵 谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空 在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有还要笑着接受

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨 因为我们都有错

推开苍白的手 推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我 心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠

如...果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候 你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂 把你当作天后
不会再是我

You know when i finally finish uploading these pics I AM TOO LAZY TO BLOG EDI!
=.=
Felt nauseated n i hv headache now..GOSH!
Just a small lazy update ok=)

Started swimming cz i think i am very fat. I think i am growing fatter. I think i need to tone up my body. I think my fats are all over the place. I was so paranoid bout it for da past 2 weeks but i just couldnt stop eating!!!!=p So i bought laxative ok, LAXATIVE. i know i was out of my mind. I know i shouldn't try it at all. but i tried it once n i stopped cz i know i shouldn't be taking all these. After few weeks of complaining, WE(all of us think we're fat ok sigh) decided to use a healthier way which is SWIMMING.

I did not swim for like 10thousand years and i can't even swim 1 lab when i 1st started.
And now i am better, can complete only 1 lab.SLAP Me hahahaha.

Caryn in action..

Me n miss caryn camwhoring b4 takin shower.

Somehow someday i persuaded saeah to come with us..They're like my frequently chill-out buddies. LOLs. Breakfast,lunch, dinner & shopping of course=) We don't gossip. I'm serious.

Went for this manipal food fest.


MALAYSIANS!!

Everyone was queuing up for SATAY.

Some chinese kingfu performance..

Souled out haha..

Kaya=p

A stall promoting cuti-cuti Malaysia but no one cares..lols.

Manipal..Inspired by life ok haha.

Got 2 bouquet of flowers.

Then..

When to this new place called THE BLACK CUP.

Me & Poo.

Played with fren's supa dupa cute pupz.
I just couldn't resist them.

Siberian Husky.Ya rite.

So greedy lah this pig.

Cutiessss<3
ME.

Nit & Me.Erhem erhem i want tattoo oso.

Next morning..

NASI LEMAK AS BREAKFAST OF COURSE!
Msians like to have heavy breakfast in early morning, NO?

*****



So yah im eating so much especially when i finish swimming gosh whats the difference huh?
I couldn't resist food too.

Had seafood with my girls after swimming..

Loving my companies here. Gonna cry like hell wen we graduate ok. I WILL OK babies=)

Lastly..

Joe knows that i am so vain he printed a few posters of me to stick on my wall.

BLUEKS.

I have muscle pain everywhere. I slept so much but still, i feel super tired.
Tot of eating muscle relaxant but i scared i might fall asleep again!
I am cleanching so much nowadays i have jaw pain=(

Anyways posting in Pedo is awesome. I am very happy..i started to like the kids nowadays ^^

Taking Case History..

Oral Examination.

My patient was super paranoid at every instruments i used on him lols. Had to explain to him but too bad he can't und. So me n caryn told him that suction tube is used to drink water in ur mouth DUN be scared. HAHAHA omg..why are we lidat.=.=

If he starts crying thats it ok we had to explain if not i have to stop the treatment.

Musfirah. I can see her passion for Pedo patient!

Fluoride Gel..To prevent dental caries^^

Me n those kids..They are different compared to those spoiled ones who came with their parents.They are so obedient n never cry..made our lives easier. I told him not to drink or rinse with water for at least half an hour he actually listened to me..and only spit out the gel. There was once he walked to the basin so i secretly observed him and he only jz spit it out without rinsing it with water. Sucha good boy=)

Me n my patient. I bought this toothbrush for him cz he said he brushes his teeth with his finger everyday. How sad rite. ^^ Anywayz i left with oni 50rupees with me and after this toothbrush i left 10rupees(80cents lols). Cz i am too too too lazy to withdraw eventhough the atm is so near to my hse.

And now caryn demonstrates the brushing technique..

Me distributing the tiger biscuits we bought for them..

Caryn..

My side profile lols. SO nerdy i know.

Saeah and me.

BEBE n me, Happy birthday^^

Went for lunch at diesel cafe with the girls.

Sp n me. My neighbour..

I can't describe the feelings when i'm with those kids, the way my patient looked at me, i kno he wanted to thank me for buying him toothbrush n snacks but he jz can't express it to me cz he can't speak english. and i cant even und his language. This is sumthing money can't buy, its a once in a life time experience. At that moment i feel so happy, so xin fu. Whenever i think of this, i will smile. They are just so cute and innocent. Sumtimes those very young kids, about 3 years old came to the clinic and the PG will be holding their hands and carry them to the dental chair..and then u have to use ur brain to bluff them lols cz they are too young to understand anything yet.

Kids are so adorable^^

Saw a chicken shop today, stopped by to buy chicken cz due to the strict security in my apartment, i still hav to go down to collect the chicken even if they give free delivery so i rather buy it on the way back..BUT...

The moment i asked:"chicken?"
they opened the door n i saw all the white hens all tied up on the floor..They're still alive and i really do not have the heart to select them by my own n kill them..

We ended up not buying it cz even if i buy it i wont cook it. I WONT EVEN EAT IT.

I asked the owner of the shop do they sell small baby chick instead, n he showed me some weird face and said NO.

LOLs.

BABY CHICKS ARE SO CUTE ALRITE. I can keep them as my pet since i cant rear a dog here.
Few days ago was children's day so we made dis. SO free ok who's gonna come to a dental clinic on children's day.
I colored the fist and da face n eyes n hair n sum stars and tat "A" on the shirt..^^

Then if u kno me well i ALWAIZ like to break the rules u know=) Life is short so why muz we alwaiz alwaiz follow the rules rite? As long as we're happy n we din do sumthing which is TOO MUCH so i guess its FINE. YEAH my posting starts at 930 and i went ard 1045 today.I openly walked in(as if i did nothing wrong) and seriously..The HOD saw me but i pretended to be my friends' assitant..i helped them to write their case sheet n all.=p KAKAKA. I looked really sleepy wen i walked in but thank god she din catch me cz i din bring my bag=p i was holding my text book tats all.(Don't judge me ok)

Every1 was busy. Sisters were busy interpreting too. Cz all the Pedo patients were from government school they can't speak english.

So i jz walked around observing n helpin so that i could learn sumthing too.

After the treatment we will buy them some snacks so that they'll be happy. (they were really happy, just one packet of tiger biscuit can satisfy them, unlike those spoiled children in Msia who demand so so so much) I am talking bout myself oso lah hehe.So many of them i wanted to faint.

They trying to pose while im taking pic..and was touching my darling BB to see their pic grrrr.
They're very naughty they kept adjusting the lights on da dental chair.=.=
I dun think i can handle them.
My previous patient closed her mouth wen i wanted to take the impression. My lecturer saw and he shouted at my patient. I was shocked cz he used to be so soft all da time.

And i did hair spa..
My hair super straight n smooth now and SHINY too.

Ok u know what i have to go library now. I will probably sleep off if i stay in my room. And i dun und why do i blog so much rite b4 exam.

I kissed a girl.

It's a SIN.
Please do not try this at home.
^^
I sometimes suspect that i am a BI. But i know i am not. I get attracted to girls easily :)

I am not that daring...YET.

My mummy is sick. I guess i should stop bugging her life from now on. Lols. I told the ID that i wanted a princess bed and she said i have to talk to my parents cz they will have to design it with a recess ceiling and my mum doesn't like it CAUSE..
She is worried about dust..and...LIZARDS.
hahahaha.

Today i called her to ask whether she has send me the stuff i wanted.
Mum : I bought ur panties for u already.
Me : Yay. Thank you.
Mum : I couldn't find what u wanted so i bought u G-strings.
Me : Huh? WHY? I seldom wear G-string mummy.
Mum : Nvm-lah.I bought u hello kitty panties oso. Cz i duno what u want.
Me :*sweat

At least she knows i love hello kitty.

I called her to kek her intentionally. I told her i dun wanna be a dentist after i graduate. I wanna work in dad's company n be a receptionist. hahaha.
She said my dad will faint first^^

I have sleep disorders again.
I wont be able to sleep at nite. Probably worry too much about my exams but not like i am studyin much. GOSH.

I gtg study!!!
Bai bai. Tell bren bren i miss her please.
Naughty girl signing out.

P/s : my parents are so sweet to me I wanna grad fast and i wna giv them the best i could^^ Hopefully i can do it.

夜深人静时。。

嗨，又是我经过一百年后才update！！
Thank you sze & yun for da comments i just saw it=)
很感谢姐妹们一直在相伴。。给于我精神上的支持啦，逗我开心啦，我假期的时候陪我啦。。
说真的，这么多年以来。。真的没有人可以代替你们。。希望也没人可以代替我okay.

不知不觉，我还要半年就要毕业了。。
可是你们知道吗。。在这里的日子实在世不好过。。
Lecturer 为难我，每天躲在房里苦读（没有啦，有时候看tvb drama lah), 不能穿miniskirt(Joe最高兴）其实可以啦不过我讨厌别人一直看我的腿，不能每天见到爸爸妈妈，只能在webcam看brenbren, 没有出去club(我不够别人野，容不进那圈子）, 没有得每天shopping..
好了啦，其实我不是那种会可怜自己的人。。虽然朋友有教过我，说装可怜可以让父母心痛。。
可是还是cannot make it, this is so not me^^

我真的是迫不及待想要毕业，想回家跟爸妈在一起。。
可是我开始害怕了。。我会想说，自己赚的，够用吗？不止是给自己而已，还有爸妈呢？虽然说他们也不需要我来养，可是也要给一个意思的okay.
我很坏，我开始demand爸妈买东西给我，因为怕以后自己买不起okay,而且工作了怎么可以伸手拿钱。。如果妈妈说要考虑/问爸爸。。我就开始用一大堆苦肉计。。什么方法都用。。可是有时我很奇怪，when she says YES 我就不想要了。。

还有很过分ok..我的新房间，这么快就要finalize了，也没真正的问我的意见。。妈妈就叫interior designer 画多一点drawers&compartments so that 以后我的房间不会乱，东西可以全部堆在里面。。hmph! 我现在就一再反对，然后改改改。。呵呵呵

这是本来的图。。我不喜欢。。
而且因为房间分成一排有三间，我的房变得好小（真是很会complain)..
妈妈说他不喜欢住太大的屋子，会很寂寞。。然后呢我的弟弟常常不在家。。
然后呢，我就好自私的说我会霸占中间的房。。虽然爸爸不愿打通要做为guestroom。。可是我已经有自己的策划了。。哈哈哈。。
如果客人来，睡楼下的extraroom算了！！0.0

哇和，我真的type了很久。。重点都还没说。。
对，我要毕业了。。
真是无法置信。。
听说工资是3800,那我一定死都粘着家里。。
呜。。好穷。。

Pedo

Hie its me again...updating after one thousand years.
^^

I am posted in pedodontics again=) Everyday i hear children crying. I feel very tired lookin at them. I jz stared at them duno wat to do. In fact i am quite scared of them. Especially when they cry. Normally we don't force the kids to do any dental treatments if they are crying because if we do this they won't wanna visit dentist for their entire life anymore.

So postgraduate will take the tough cases n for us students we oni take those easier case or older children^^

They are my batchmates, there are 11 of us. Normally we jz sit in the seminar room and wait for our turn to treat patient.

One fine day...
Saeah brought a korean ghost movie and we started watching.(We bring laptop cz we have seminar)

And lecturer came in and snatched the laptop and made all of us stand n watch cases outside.And she said we canot sit WTH! Ok i kno we supposed to watch the case but i had backache after tat=(

This is me camwhoring and see caryn using her handphone. If get caught have to pay rm25 ok. lols. I alwaiz sms or call my mum to bug her too.

I have pimple on my nose. 1st time in my final year ahhh i appreciate it. Ok im jz kidding. I sang Rudolph the red nose raindeer to myself.

And in clinic wen i have nothing to do i usually look at the mirror =p And I noticed that i have pigmentation OMG omg omg omg! i was so panic so i bug my mum again. She said she will send me a soap which cost rm70 i duno what isit. Hopefully it will work PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! Ahhh how how how i kept tellin saeah jz now she said she can't see anything i think she wanna slap me haha.

Then all of a sudden i had to take case. i was not ready at all(so many ppl bunked today so i had to take!!!) and i dun even have my airotor with me. Ok den i did a restoration on this 5 year old girl and her tongue was so strong...SO DAMN STRONG can push my mouth mirror away! gosh. I was quite nervous but still I did it=> after the restoration sir told me to extract 2 grossly decayed teeth n i was shocked cz no one in my batch did extraction (if im not wrong). and..I DID IT :D I was telling my mum jz now while she was eating ice-cream dat the teeth stuck to the gum and hanging that sir told me to jz pull it out..and my mum almost puked.

And every pedo patients they call them BABY. I saw it in my patient's file - Baby Nandana..
Hehehe..Baby Teh Jing Ju. So cute rite to put baby infront. hehehe.

Actually kids are quite cute=) i used to feel scared but after this 1st time treating them im feeling more confident now. Especially wen they move here n there its quite fun..Challenging^^